unbelievable

I weighed myself today and I gained 9 pounds! Now, I need to lose 30 pounds. 30 pounds! How am I ever going to lose that much. I had a hard enough time as it is losing that 4 pounds. Oh well. I just have to work out, eat healthy, and drinks lots of water. As if it was that easy! How do they do it. I'm talking about celebrities, one minute they're pregnant and the next time you see them, they're slim as ever.

I'm just ranting here. I knew I gained weight, I just didn't realize I gained that much. The prize I have to pay.